Fortunately it does exist!
Though I am a little concerned with your man 'forbidding' books you read. Shouldn't you be able to decide what books you want to read? And why does a woman need to be 'kept in line'!
But that's a topic for another day.
You are in luck, however, as there are many people who like to read novels where a lot is 'left up to the readers' imagination'.
I've heard of a book entitled: 'A Dash Of Spice; Erotica for Good People' - Francis W. Porretto, ed. c2009. (If you don't want to completely give up on erotica, just people exchanging body fluids, slappin' body parts together, etc.)
As Ms. Porretto describes in the book, it is "...People who strive to do unto others as they would have others do unto them. People who yearn to love and be loved...
I know of a website: You are not allowed to view links.
that has lots of free ebooks. An example is: Lightning Strikes by Trinity Hart
found at: You are not allowed to view links.
After a storm, a major power outage leaves two at-odds neighbors dependent on each other. Forced to unite, will their animosity for each other crash like thunder or will they discover love as lightning strikes?
Good luck and happy reading