Does anyone have a pdf copy of Barflies and Boycotts by vjgm when it was a fanfic on twilighted? I know it has now been published, but would be really happy if someone did.

I'm new on here, which ones are the best? 

hello im kind of new on this website so apologize beforehand if its the wrong place for my request.
im looking for 2 twilight fanfics which are both rated M and are ExB stories.
1. i think it was a really long one shot in Esmes POV, esme and renee are best friends, both get pregnant, during this time bella is quite active kicking her mum and stuff, while edward is quiet and very passive. when their bellies touch, edward reacts to bella, kicking esme strongly for the first time. I dont remember much of the story but it kinda continues like that they grow up togehter, till something happens bella leaves for seattle, and she is with jacob together but hes a shitty boyfriend..? im not really sure.
2. alternating POV between bella and edward, edward is a businessman (or just really rich, idk), hes distant, intimidating and known to be coldhearted.
For some reason, he needs to go to Forks and esme is PA or secretary and Carlisle a good friend or something. Hes friends with jasper and alice there. in the beginning Bella collapses/faints due to the heat and Edward brings her to the hospital. Both look for each other, Edward dedicates her a song, while bella goes looking in NYC. They meet again at the Halloween party, edward is dressed as an angel,
Bella owns with Alice her own shop, they create various stuff like costumes etc. on christmas there is civil war themed party at the hospital(?). Bella is described as strong and kind, her house burns down, before the plot begins her parents (or just her father) died, left were only snow globes. She had had a bad relationship with James who hurt her and stole money from her. James comes back In the end she fights against him while she listens to Adele in the background. im not sure but i think renee was also a bitch and comes to her just for money.
thanks for helping already and I hope i have not mixed anything up with other stories

I'm totally frustrated looking for a fic I read on Twilighted.

Edward and Bella had been best friends / roommates, he'd met her friend (Kate? Tanya?) and Bella wasn't happy about it and ends up not in contact with either of them. Edward and the friend had married, there was a lot of angst, she'd gone away (I think they met again on a snowy night on a road?) and it turned out that her best friend had killed herself but it took a while for Edward to tell her that. There's lots of angsty backwards and forwards. Bella had been friends with the Cullens as had Charlie and at some point they spent Christmas together. In the end they got together and in my mind he was doing something with carpentry - but I might have made that bit up!

Any ideas? It's driving me INSANE as I don't know the title or the author. At some points the chapters related to lyrics. I think there was one called "All on You" towards the end?