OK, I should be shot for this - seriously.  I asked about this story years ago (maybe less) and once again, I've lost it, can't remember the author or title.  Another recent post about "Stripping" or Striptease" made me think of this one again...

Bella is working as a stripper in Seattle and is a drug addict after the Cullen's left her.  I think Charlie might have died, and she's sort of maintaining but dulling her pain by using drugs and screwing random guys.  She runs into Alice and Jasper outside of her club (or maybe her apartment that she's been evicted from), and they follow her to her club to see her in action.  They notice that her scent is different because of the IV drugs.  Somehow Edward finds out and comes to the club and she gives him a private lap dance to shock him.  Eventually they take her in again and things with Edward are tense... I remember a scene where she's in their apartment that is all I remember about it and I can't recall the author or story name.  It's complete, I think, and I know I have asked for it in the past but never finished it!  (I'm a loser).  Does any of this sound familiar?

So I was going through the Vampward fics on FB looking for mine and found this - I think it might be the one you are looking for...

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The Blood of One The Sins of Many
By: Nostalgicmiss
When her life fell apart, Bella ran. Not to avoid the problems, but to save the lives of those she loved. Lost with no guidance she finds herself with a bad drug habit and a job that involves shedding her inhibitions and her clothes. Stuck in this new rut, Bella has to choose between living or giving up completely. AU. Rated M for violence and drug usage.
Rated: Fiction M - English - Drama/Angst - Bella, Edward - Chapters: 38 - Words: 174,345 - Reviews: 753 - Favs: 381 - Follows: 308 - Updated: Jul 1, 2013 - Published: Oct 14, 2012 - Status: Complete - id: 8609057

I haven't read it, but it sounds like what you are looking for 

I think this is Deconstructing Dracula by hmonster4.  You can find it here: You are not allowed to view links. Register or Login   

this is the one! Thanks   

Hi All - Another story request.... Hopefully someone can help me find this one too. Bella has had some kind of traumatized past and I *think* she doesn't speak. So when she is ready to disclose the details to Edward and later Esme I believe she writes a diary type thing that she gives them to read instead of directly telling them her story.

Sorry this is another super vague story request. Any help would be appreciated!

FOUND - Breaking the Silence by SparklingTwilight

This one?

The Sharpest Lives By lvtwilight09

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Five years after Edward left, the Cullens find Bella. She is no longer who they knew her to be and has managed to destroy her life with the choices she's made. Can Edward manage to save Bella from herself before its too late?Rated: Fiction M - English - Angst/Romance - Bella, Edward - Chapters: 49 - Words: 135,406 - Reviews: 1,568 - Favs: 642 - Follows: 397 - Updated: Jun 30, 2011 - Published: Jan 14, 2011 - Status: Complete - id: 6650866


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YES!!!!  That's it!  Thank you so much! For some reason I can't seem to finish it, but I also can't stop remembering it either!   

Hey Everyone!

I'm not sure if anyone has read this fic before, and I don't remember what it is called but it was on Twilighted a billion years ago! I was a vampire story, and E is a vamp. Vampires are essentially at the mercy of humans because drinking human blood makes them weak, but its the only way that they can survive. Vamps are essentially slaves to humans. E ends up in a house with a human B, and they start a secret relationship. They eventually escape her house where they realize that drinking animal blood doesn't have the same effect as human blood.

If anyone knows what this story is called or where I can find it, I will be really grateful!!

I'm sorry if I am posting this in the wrong place! I am looking for a fic I read years ago. The part I really remembered to day was where Bella was hiding rubber ducks and Edward was looking for them. I think she held one back and it was driving him crazy trying to find it. Sound familiar or did I just make it up?. TIA!

FOUND - I Hate You, Kiss Me by Bittenbee

I don't understand why Calibre doesn't work.  I can't add all from page, but it does let me copy/paste using the add books. 

I am using Calibre version 2.0.  I rarely update Calibre unless the plugins require it. I've found that I have less issues not updating it.

For completed stories, I have Chasing Bella, How to Tame a Player and Original Sin.  Chasing Bella and Original Sin are on FictionPad.  They both look complete.

Ella, is Chasing Bella and Original Sin in your Google drive that you linked in your signature? When I click it it only shows folders starting with numbers and A. Are these stories in one of them? Can you help me and tell me in which one?

Hello Again!

Hope someone can help with this: Bella moves to Forks to live with Charlie. She meets the gang. They are not vamps/shifters, but some kind of sexually driven creatures. Bella is Edward's mate. Jacob is with Angela - they have to sneak around to have sex. Esme has to explain to Bella how she must meet Edward's sexual needs. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Any help with the fic/author would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks in advance.   

FOUND - Insatiable by RhiannonKelly

Hi the shelves I need help please. I'm looking for a story that I recently lost a story about bella being raped in port Angeles cause edward was too late to save her. He killed the men in front of her and that's how she found out what he was. Alice beats herself over not seeing the outcome of what was to happen n so forth.. But bella only wants edward around her because she feel more comfortable, some hero worship i guess, and Charlie gets worried. Any help? Mucho appreciated. 

Is this Jayeliwood's Too Late?
Summary - Edward was too late in Port Angeles and now both of them have to deal with it. Bella seems fine but is she really?And what will result from that night? This story contains dark themes, you've been warned! EPOV, slightly AU and OOC just in case.

It should be in the Index or in my Google drive

Hi, I'm looking four stories:

1. this fanfiction all the characters are vampires. Carlisle, Esme and Rosalie were living in forks (like the original story), when four news students come to Forks: Jasper, Alice, Bella and Emmett. The first day of class Emmett, who had a Hummer, begins to drive around the parking for to see which car was better than his, there was only one a gray Volvo. On the school break the 4 of them go to the cafeteria and when they enter Emmett breaks the doors, the director comes in and gives Emmett a receipt with the damages. With all the things that happened the guys sit on a table and began to talk about it. In the cafeteria Rosalie and Edward looked at them without knowing what to say or what to do. Later on someone (I don’t remember if it was Jasper or Bella) realized that Edward and Rose are looking at them, so Emmett, Jasper, Alice and Bella began to discuss if they should ignore them or leave… But Alice gets ups and says hello to Edward and Rosalie, and them the rest does the same. At the end of classes Edward and Rosalie go home and tell everything to Carlisle and Esme. Later in the story everyone began to know each other and they guys told their life story to Cullen’s and vice versa.

2.  In this fanfiction all the main characters are vampires (Nessie doesn’t exists). All of the Cullen’s (Edward, Bella, Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie) go to college. In college Emmett manages (I don’t know how) to enroll Edward and Jasper and himself in physical education class. On the first day of P.E Emmett had to climb with a rope to the roof, but what he does is: pick the rope and pull it and by doing that he breaks the rope system. This situation makes the trainer request an urine test to Emmett because he thought he was taking drugs. Emmett gets the the urine of a healthy looking guy, but the results of this test is that the boy takes steroids. He denies it and repeats the test. This time Emmett picks a girl. When he gives the results to the trainer, he tells him that he’s pregnant and has to repeat the test. This time Emmett picks and elder man. When the results are ready, the trainer asks Carlisle to go to college and talk to him, when he gets there the trainer tells Carlisle that Emmett has cancer and is dying. Another thing that happens on this fanfiction is that Jasper and Bella go to art classes together. They thought that they were to paint landscapes or something like that, but on the first day they realize that they have to paint naked people. On the first day they had to paint the professor and Bella is embarrassed. When they were done the professor asks for a volunteer to be painted because all the students had to be painted naked. Because no one wanted to go first the class voted and Jasper was elected, suddenly Alice appeared as an hurricane yelling “No” and they had to vote again and Bella was selected and as Alice did, Edward entered the class telling everyone to don’t even talk about it. Alice and Edward took Jasper and Bella out of that class. In this story more things occur.

3. Bella found a boy on the Street and shae took him to hospital and in the end she gets to keep him. She was rich. In this story Jasper and Alice are her friends. I remember that Jasper was an historian and Bella helperd him.
Alice stole Bella’s cars and sometimes when the police caught Alice and called Bella, she told them she didn’t know her. Also Jasper and Alice have a daughter but I don’t remember her name. When the boy gets sick, Bella always gets in trouble at the hospital and had to pay large amounts of money to not get throw out. There was another character that was a lawyer called the shark, when they went on vacationing Bella invited everyone even the lawyer’s family, at the end with the help of the Shark, Bella finds the boy’s father, Edward. When she discovers the identity of the father she faces a great dilemma, to tell Edward or not that she has his son. After talking with everyone she decides to go to Edward’s house to tell him that she had his kid. I remember that everyone went on that trip.

4.In this fanfiction Bella is a vampire and time travels to the past to the time that Edward is a human. In this store, before Bella goes to the past ,it tells her how her life is, in college,just married with Edward ,how she destroyed some cars… I don’t know how she time travels but she does. When she goes to the past she has a few morality problems, for example if she should steal from a store or not, but in the ends she chases some rich girls and steals their clothes and money. Later on she meets a couple of Carlisle’s friends that in the future kill the Vulturis, Carlisle didn’t live in Chicago yet. These friends helped Bella enroll in the same school as Edward. Is like Twilight but the other way around. In the end Bella tells Edward that she’s a vampire but not that she comes from the future. I don’t remember what happens between Edward and Bella in the past. In this story Nessie doesn’t exists.

Please, help!!!

Thank you,