I made it 5 min  up until the second set of push ups. 

At that point I was wheezing too hard to do much. 

I am way too out of shape... this will be slow going I think.

Me too - I loved the boxing bit though - I was imagining everyone who recommended it!   

Not really, but, it did cross my mind.

my brother always have the perfect girfriends and is high rising in his career choice.

the first time he got really drunk in front of my parents, i think actually ever, he was 22.
that has changed a bit now, he does get drunk more often, but still not much.

i had the pot head friends, weird boyfriends, im a mess. i quit college, then went back to finish.
i crashed my car more times than i can count. always sober tho.

i also tend to be very blunt and not very diplomatic. so my mother is always afraid of what i might say.


edit: the tattoos and colored hair also didnt help.

It's like we're from the same family lol. My mother hates my tattoos and dislikes my black hair.

And the fact that I don't really take shit from anyone? She's not a fan of that, either. *shrugs*

Where has Sav been??

She came on a couple of days ago saying her internet was sketchy.

Haven't heard anything since.

I hope she's okay.

So I got a PM from some fanfic writer with wolf in the name asking me to read her fic.  Supposedly it starts before Twilight and follows the wolf side.   

My reply? "Do I know you? Because if you knew me, you wouldn't ask me to read a wolf story. I am vampire all the way"   

I did recommend if she was going to do this, she should find readers that read other wolf stories.  Do they not have any brains?  If you look at my favorites? You might see human stories and vamp stories, but no where in there will you see a wolf story.   

So I got a PM from some fanfic writer with wolf in the name asking me to read her fic.  Supposedly it starts before Twilight and follows the wolf side.   

My reply? "Do I know you? Because if you knew me, you wouldn't ask me to read a wolf story. I am vampire all the way"   

I did recommend if she was going to do this, she should find readers that read other wolf stories.  Do they not have any brains?  If you look at my favorites? You might see human stories and vamp stories, but no where in there will you see a wolf story.   

i got a similar request the oter day. i didnt even bother answering her.
if you want to get your fic noticed go to ADF, Fictionators. they have campfires/posts for this.

I've already bookmarked it!   

cause demon in my dreams was my "drop everything im doing" to read its update.

also, i started being more selective. so maybe ask me before if you check the older fics. i already cleaned out some fics that stopped updating a while a go, and now i mark as favourite very few wips.

so, i dont follow much of Kscrew, but i think she hasnt been seen for about a month now?

when cheatergate was revelead i guessed she would go into rehab for being a sex addict. the lamest excuse ever for cheaters.
and now im thinking about that again. maybe thats why there hasnt been any paps pics of her recently.
lol

 

I've already bookmarked it!   

see if youve read any of this:

Conversations Between Adults» by DazzlinSparkle05 reviews
Bella tries to go through the motions of her life. She's in an ivy league school, has a great boyfriend and is a great ballet instructor. When she meets Edward she finds that maybe she doesn't just want to be normal. A/H, A/U, Lemons and Bostonward!
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 68,291 - Reviews: 1579 - Updated: 1-18-13 - Published: 6-12-11 - - Bella/Edward


20. Outbound» by aftrnoondlight reviews
Two beautiful souls humbly traveling life's lonely path, until fate suddenly shows her hand. Will Edward and Bella surrender willingly... A tender, romantic tale of love and life in the clouds.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 47,508 - Reviews: 2997 - Updated: 10-31-12 - Published: 8-1-11 - - Edward/Bella - Complete
21. Symmetry» by aftrnoondlight reviews
Love comes slowly when it's the truest. A modern day romance designed and told by Edward.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 27,537 - Reviews: 2239 - Updated: 10-29-12 - Published: 8-14-12 - - Edward/Bella - Complete

24. Theories of Bellativity» by kikki7 reviews
Bella Swan is a physician assistant student trying to survive a grueling clinical year. Add Dr. Edward Cullen, a cocky, irresistible ob/gyn resident. Throw in some chocolate, sprinkle with a few of Bella's quirky theories about life, and see what happens.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 107,426 - Reviews: 4060 - Updated: 10-9-12 - Published: 4-23-11 - - Bella/Edward

26. Dandelion» by Iwant2sparkle reviews
Life always brings interruptions. Sometimes they're good, sometimes they're bad. What matters is how you adapt to the changes. Little bit of fluff, little bit of drama. AH.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 65,622 - Reviews: 1536 - Updated: 10-5-12 - Published: 5-4-11 - - Bella/Edward

31. Eye on the Prize» by esmegrace reviews
Bella is an eye surgeon assigned to a Naval Training facility. She encounters an arrogant pilot who will not accept her authority.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 31 - Words: 141,741 - Reviews: 722 - Updated: 9-1-12 - Published: 1-8-12 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

Edroar the Angry Lion» by Tropical Sorbet reviews
Edroar the Angry Lion frightens all the girls and boys at Cullen Publishing with his loud roar. Will his new massage therapist Bella Swan run away like all the rest, or can she tame this savage beast? AH/AU OOC
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 15 - Words: 112,845 - Reviews: 3266 - Updated: 7-3-12 - Published: 6-9-10 - - Edward/Bella

The Price of a Broken Heart» by MrsEdwardCullenP reviews
12 years without a word. It took so little for her to leave me. And now... of all the hospital rooms in the whole country, why did she have to walk into mine? "Get the f- out of here," I spat. AH, Canon pairings. M for lang and maybe sex. R&R
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 177,191 - Reviews: 2219 - Updated: 4-30-12 - Published: 8-3-10 - - Edward/Bella - Complete

70. The Late Late Show With Edward Cullen» by chartwilightmom reviews
AH/AU, OOC Bella is a famous actress and Edward is a host of a late night talk show. What do they whisper to each other when they greet each other on stage?
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 35 - Words: 135,649 - Reviews: 1907 - Updated: 2-20-12 - Published: 10-18-09 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

71. The Nightingale Journals» by kimpy reviews
Night nurse Bella Swan blogs about her experiences via "The Nightingale Journals." When Dr. Edward Cullen is named the PICU's newest Fellow, their attraction is undeniable, but can they remain professional? Epic banter and tensions result.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 41 - Words: 231,945 - Reviews: 3337 - Updated: 2-17-12 - Published: 2-9-10 - - Bella/Edward - Complete
72. Dear Mr Masen» by jendonna reviews
"Error 434: Reprimanding an executive." Life changing or just stupid? Dear Mr. Masen: A story of unauthorized Internet usage, culinary delights and the goings-on at Cullen, Inc. AH, ExB.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 127,500 - Reviews: 12668 - Updated: 2-14-12 - Published: 11-17-10 - - Bella/Edward - Complete
73. Fate & Forgotten Secrets» by snshyne reviews
**COMPLETE**A childhood heartbreak. An adult betrayal. "If anything else goes wrong, it will be the final nail in my coffin. I'm sure of it." Will Bella's pain and Edward's secret push them together or tear them apart? M, violence, AH, A/U, OOC, E/B, can
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 51 - Words: 319,638 - Reviews: 2372 - Updated: 1-15-12 - Published: 8-25-09 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

75. I Never Knew» by nerac reviews
After a phone call from a stranger turns her life upside down, Isabella Dwyer realizes that the people you trust the most sometimes tell the biggest lies. Can she convince a man in uniform to help her discover the things she never knew? AH
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 95,640 - Reviews: 5844 - Updated: 1-10-12 - Published: 11-10-10 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

133. Blood & Glory» by drotuno reviews You have to read this trilogy. this edward is sweet, hot and deathly
The definition of a mercenary is a soldier for hire. His crew are trained fighting machines. Hers are smart PIs. What happens when they need each other to survive? Canon couples. AH/AU. Rated M for lots of reasons, including violence and lemons.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 302,953 - Reviews: 3626 - Updated: 6-25-11 - Published: 2-18-11 - - Edward/Bella - Complete

139. A Thousand Leaves» by BellaSunshine reviews
Isabella Swan grew up as the best friend of Alice Cullen, younger sister of Edward Cullen, who was never nice to Bella despite her being an "honorary Cullen." Everything changes when Edward is sent to prison for the murder of Bella's mother. AU-Human
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 41 - Words: 196,783 - Reviews: 6936 - Updated: 6-9-11 - Published: 8-27-10 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

174. Where There's Smoke» by NJNYTwiGals reviews
Edward is a Chicago firefighter who decides to move to Seattle to escape his past. Bella is a woman betrayed who has turned her back on love- until they meet. Will they spark into something beautiful or go up in flames? AU-H- M for language & lemons
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 250,508 - Reviews: 2571 - Updated: 1-6-11 - Published: 9-10-09 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

194. This Is Not My Life» by IsaKassees reviews
Follow Bella as she tries to survive a madman's abduction and keep a stranger's child from succumbing to his wild fantasies, and follow Edward as he tries to stay sane searching for his daughter taken right before his eyes.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 38 - Words: 315,889 - Reviews: 16879 - Updated: 9-24-10 - Published: 11-28-09 - - Bella/Edward - Complete
195. Hate Me» by xrxdanixrx reviews
Awkward Bella only had a crush on one guy, known for stringing girls along. When he rejected Bella's advances, her world flipped inside out. Years later, she's now the female version of the catalyst that changed her life. And it's her turn for payback. AH
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 27 - Words: 183,090 - Reviews: 2255 - Updated: 9-23-10 - Published: 2-10-10 - - Edward/Bella - Complete

196. Femme Docs and Kevlar Knights» by A Cullen Wannabe reviews
Bella is a first yr medical intern who was raised by her brother Emmett and his friends after their parents died when she was 16. When a night in the ER turns dangerous can her boys, now members of the best SWAT team in Chicago save her? Lang/Lem/complete
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 61 - Words: 433,665 - Reviews: 5937 - Updated: 9-16-10 - Published: 3-25-09 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

202. Volition» by Rochelle Allison reviews still my all time favourite fic
It's Belfast, N.Ireland and the year is 1972. Bella's worried about her brother and his best friend, Edward, and their dangerous involvement in the Irish Republican Army. Is it really wise to fall in love with a rebel? Rated M.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 150,667 - Reviews: 4414 - Updated: 8-17-10 - Published: 6-6-09 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

203. Silver Strand Nights by Jen733 reviews
Bella Swan is tired of her boring life and ready for a change. When former Navy SEAL Edward Cullen enters her life, everything will change, more than she ever expected. AH - B/E. Rated M.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,464 - Reviews: 12122 - Updated: 8-16-10 - Published: 2-3-10 - - Edward/Bella - Complete

204. The Tales of a Charming TruckNapper» by Mk Marie reviews
Edward makes one memorable first impression! "Stop listening to my music, get off my cell phone, and bring back my truck!" I seethed. "Now!" Are first impressions really the most important? Let's hope not. AU-HUMAN. OOC. All canon couples.
Twilight - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 114,368 - Reviews: 5398 - Updated: 8-16-10 - Published: 12-24-09 - - Bella/Edward - Complete

233. Illegal Contact by Jen733 reviews (cant believe she removed this one)
Edward Masen is a 29 year old former NFL football player, now coaching high school football in Forks. He leads a quiet life until he meets a woman that will change his life forever. What's been missing from his life may be right in front of him. AH
Twilight - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,799 - Reviews: 13164 - Updated: 2-26-10 - Published: 8-1-09 - - Edward/Bella - Complete

She was seen at TL's 21st and with Elle Goulding recently - according to the twits.
If you believe everything you read, she is on the way to Australia for a pow/wow or wedding dependent on what you read.
Considering the fact her Mum is Australian and she now has no ties, the latter is probable.

damn. i was really hoping for the sex addict goes to rehab.

I got a PM from a Twilight roleplay group recently asking if I was interested in joining as I'd been recommended by 'other authors'. I was too embarrassed to admit I didn't know what it was so I just said I was busy